| (no subject) |
[Nov. 18th, 2009|03:27 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  good | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Hime Mononoke | ] |
Sometimes, I regret not making the right decisions. Sometimes, I regret making the right decisions.
Till today, I miss playing music so much. I asked myself why did I quit, and have I made the right choice? There are so many reasons. Differences in culture, maturity, attitudes etc. Some don't behave like a musician. I can never work with them. How I miss my secondary school band. I can never forget every single moment. Though we were young and playful, we were serious towards music. Every one was passionate. Music making was never as fun as before. I don't know if I should find alternatives to progress with music in future. It seems that the passion have not die out in me yet. I don't know. I'm so confused.
I was you-tubing today and decided to listen to Hime Mononoke, a musical piece which we played with my secondary school band. I love the piece by Joe Hisaishi, Princess (Hime) Mononoke Symphonic Suite. Awesome!
How I admire musicians. They must have devoted so much of their time and soul into music making, which I regret not doing so.
|
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jul. 31st, 2009|05:19 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
Wisdom teeth are the upper and lower 3rd molars found in the back of the mouth. The name refers to their appearance in early adulthood as opposed to childhood, when most permanent teeth emerge. They come later in life after one has acquired some knowledge or wisdom; thus the name; wisdom teeth. These four teeth usually appear sometime after the age of 17. Not everyone gets four wisdom teeth and many wisdom teeth never erupt, or break through the gums.
http://www.wisegeek.com/how-can-i-treat-wisdom-tooth-pain.htm
Fortunately or unfortunately, I've those bloody teeth now. Fortunate because, firstly, I may be WISE (according to them), secondly, not everyone gets it. Unfortunately, its extremely painful. I can't eat properly because the gum is awefully swollen. So I'm eating slower than usual. I'm already eating so slowly, now I've to eat even slower. Perhaps I should get it extracted soon. But I'm so afraid that the pain is intolerable. And I'll have to be absent from school for several days because the gum may bleed for more than 24 hours. So imagine me talking to my friends happily and the blood just flow out of my mouth. GROSS. Also, I may miss so many lessons. HOW. Perhaps I should do it after my Promos. But can it wait? Argh. Can't decide. So much for being so 'wise'.
I've watched the half blood prince! Baby was so sweet to have bought the tickets without my knowlege, couple seat too. So its more spacious. Have to pay extra somemore. Still, I feel so mean because he doesn't understand the movie. He's not a HP fan. I must say Filmgarde is so lousy. I mean it. It took more than 20mins for them to solve the technical fault. We almost polish our nachos before the movie even started. Thankfully we still had popcorns to munch on. Albus Dumbledore died. ): I used to find the beard very disturbing. But what's Dumbledore without the white white beardy?
Finally I'm trying out B Jones today. But I can't eat beef or any other meat, darn teeth. Got to get ready to meet Baby! (:Till then.
"We must try not to sink beneath our anguish, Harry, but battle on." - Dumbledore
|
|
|
| Memory Lane |
[Apr. 20th, 2009|08:54 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Baby's place | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | My life would such without you - kc | ] |
So I've been pretty busy all these while. Caught up with these and that blah blah blah. So yea, haven't been up to this space for a long, long time, 3months or so? Many things have changed. Seen friends falling out, friends having their newborn, and ultimately, my workload. Gosh, I've got wads of work to be done day after day. And I cannot stop grumbling about the heavy workload and teachers breathing up my neck. Need a break.
I've tried things like never before, cheerleading and one of the loser CCA in school. Like yea, breaking out of comfort zone, try different things. I enjoyed cheerleading a lot. Think about the adrenalin rush. (: And my picture was up in the Photography notice board, with a super glam of pose jumping high up in the air. Its just so funny. My friends always teases. Well, for the loser CCA part, I merely want to have more time for myself and boyfriend. The CCA does not require me to have much commitment so I can have more time to myself.
So I've just done my PI for my Project Work and its great effort on my part because I have never done so many drafts in project work before, and contacting organisations for enquiries. And all thanks to boyfriend for his support and standing by me through all these while. Like seriously, I love him. I love him in every way and he never fail to help me whenever in need. I am grateful to have him back again. Anyone may think that our rs may be perfect as ever but we do have big fights and everything. I have learnt to speak up whenever I am unhappy about certain issues and resolve it asap. We have come thus far, (14months) and I will cherish him. I love you baby! (:
Ok, got to get cracking with revisions for tests tomorrow. Will be back soon! |
|
|
| New Year Rush |
[Jan. 17th, 2009|10:19 am] |
Oh, I'm still in bed with baby's laptop on. It's surprising that I could get up so early today. I'm seriously in need of adaquate amount of rest. I sleep like 5-6 hours everyday since school started and I feel like crap everyday. Think puffy eyes and brain lag. PW's gonna suck up all of my energy. School's just kinda rountine now. I'm lucky to have some real awesome friends around in school to keep me 'kicking & alive'. So yea, CNY's coming and I've yet to do any shopping. I'm going to do some shopping later. Before that, I'm gonna makan breakfast with baby, get changed and head to town. (: I can't wait to get it all started!
Baby said he had a surprise for me. We woke up in the morning & here's the convo.
Baby: What time is it now?
Me: I don't know
Baby: (checks his phone) 10 more minutes to 10am
Me: Ok, still so early
Baby: I set the alarm at 10am so I'm supposed to wake up at 10am
Me: So early?
Baby: You're not supposed to wake up so early today
Me: Why?
Baby: I've actually got a surprise for you
Me: Haha. What is it?
Baby: I wanted to get you Macs breakfast so when you wake up you can have something to eat
Me: Aww so sweet of you. Nvm, I'll get back to sleep and pretend I don't know anything ok?
My baby's the best & he's out of this world. He'd booked a place for dinner for Valentine's Day! You're awesome boyfriend! I love you so much! (:
I've got so many things to ponder about. As I've mentioned in earlier posts, I'm no longer in my school band because of the members there. But Mr Lim (TIC) of the band have been asking me back to the band and being able to negotiate any terms with him. He teaches me Math and he'll ask me back to join the band. I really appreciate the fact that he wants me back but an appreciative TIC is never enough. I know I won't commit wholeheartedly. What should I do man? I really hate to let him down because he's awesome. And now, I've decided to get an external CCA where I can get back to PingYi or Springfield to coach the juniors as a CCA. But there are some admin stuffs to be settled snd is subject to approval. Oh well, I'd really love to go back to the PY/SPF band. I just hope things will go my way & it'll be one of the many loads off my shoulder.
I'm so hungry I'm gona get some food now.
Till then, Ciaos! xox |
|
|
| YEAR2K8 |
[Dec. 31st, 2008|10:46 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
Shifting from 2008, to new light
Recent:
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
livandwhatelse's journal
